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Tuesday, April 29, 2008,8:14 am
everitin jush seems soo stress up fer me .. sobss . eu ,, i noe im nutin tuh eu .. & we've nutin in status .. bt i dun noe why .. & i jush wanna noe e truth if do eu love hr or nt .. eu noe evriitin bout ma feelings cus ive let it out tuh eu .. im afraid .. im sorry .. why is ol tysh happening tuh me ..i wanna selak .damn it . rili i wanna selak i cun tke ol tysh further mre .. sobss .
,7:51 am
okie .everitin ends .im soo relieve .ive let out evritin tuh mex ,, n yaar she understnds it .. hopefully .. i rili heart her .. i cun denied it nimore or lie tuh maself AGAIN. it hurts me . LOTS . i jush wann eu tuh knoe mex ,, if eu r e one i nid most .. i regret everitin in past .. im sorry .. i knoe its hard fer eu nw ,, im sorry tuh mke eu go thru ol tysh .. bt i dun mean anitin .. i jush love eu .. sobs . damn it . im STRESS . mmy is MAD , totally MAD ! she jush dun understnd me & i DUN understnd hr at ol . i feel lyk runnin awae frm hme .. leavin evritin .. sobss .im no longer usin ani phones nw .. yaar she took it . (lyk durh) im soo stress up .. sobss . hw i wish .. im totally dwn ryte nw .. )): goin tuh alynn hse todae .. & i feel lyk i wanna ton sumwher .. mayb i cud ask alynn .. damn it .i jush hate everitin ..sobss ...