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Saturday, May 31, 2008,5:56 pm
pfft. i wann ma ddy mex.. huhuhu. euu.. i nk tag nan eu & othas.. HMPFF! mrh nik.. i nk eu.. ole nanges seii.. pfft.
Friday, May 23, 2008,3:56 pm
AKU SHAYANGG DUMEX KUU .. heee~ even we hve nort patch tings up i styl regard tat im att yaaa ATTACHED cus i feel soo secured wen im wit HER .. hehehe .. noor halijah bte md noor . OKAYY ppl ? . imyshhyou lurh shayangg yot .. !! huhuhu nvm tmr we shall myt up .. p esp eys ?? .. pfft . nk kai aperh eys ..
hhm .. iloveher soo muach .. ilove ma noor halijah soo muach .. hehs . kayy i donoe wat tuh update bt i jush wanna sae tat ILOVEYOU LOTS SHAYANGG ACENN ! MUARCKSS !
Thursday, May 22, 2008,3:29 pm
eu dun hve tuh sae tat i mke a big mistake patah aleq nan eu .. sobss !! i kecewa nan eu .. eu ckp gituu .. i sygkn eu .. sobss tis is watt eu tink .. i shudnt hve let out ma feelings tuh eu .. ITS OL MA FAULT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
,1:14 pm
e wae eu tag at her blog .. sobs .. it makes me feel different . i feel sorry . i feel lyke eu bahasekn i pun aderh .. i feel lyk eu nan i skg pun jus tuh puaskn aty i .. smpai kiter tol2 daa brk ler daa patch ,, den eu change tuh pl eu gg tuh b wit hr .. i noe eu wanted tuh b wit hr .. why wait fer nxt yr .. b pl nw ,, i trime .. n im happy if eu wit hr .. nt lyk tis .. im sorry fer evevritin its been ol ma faults ppl ol around lyk tis . sobss . eu sae kwn lagyk kekal .. yaa its true bt haishh . try putting eurself in ma shoe ..wat wil eu feel & tink bout ol tis .. sobss . tkecre . sobss . i aket aty .. cm eu daa plan blakang i nxt yr eu nk p nan keka . bt in ma thots i tink negly bout eu .. eu mke me tink tat eu wanted tuh b wit keka act ol tis while bt cus of me .. cinta korg terhalang n terpakse tunggu fer nxt yr .. tuh aru cinta sejati ?? .. sobss .. im sorry aye ppl . DIAN slalu punca segalanyerh . wen faz read eur tag .. she hr self tink negly .. sobss .. ppl been toking bhind us eu .. lagy lagy i .. sobss . i perhatikn dpan i eu cm tk heran tk heran gituu nan keka .. ler i nanyerh asl tk chat nan keka ke i kena kena kn eu wit keka eu mrh , majok .. bt act bhind me .. lyk e tag ,, eu react a diff wae wit hr .. hw wil i feel ? .. i sygkn eu .. n eu've been der fer me tis mth .. bt wen tings happen tis wae its lyk .. haishh sobss .. jus cus of a tag .. i cried n i tink evevritin negly .. if ma thots is true tell me acenn .. sobss . nik aru eu tag .. watt if bhind me act eu txt wit hr ?? .. skali yg bby comment pon eu yg URGH HAIYO . im sorry . i trust eu . urgh ferget it .. im speechless . ))':
,12:48 am
im bored hurhur ): acenn out wit hr sis & a japan guy .. i donoe whu he is hahaha . pfft . msging wit dearie frm jus nw ,, even skejap skejap ajerh im HAPPY . macehh acenn cus eu hve e heart tuh txt me n letting me knoe eur wherabouts .. haish . i jush mysh our rel .. ): okayy im starting tuh cry again . haishh i shayangg eu lurh acenn .. i myshh eu . i donoe hw tuh let out ma feelings nimore .. i jush love eu soo much . okayy dian daa jady jiwang lurh plak .. haiyoo . hehs . urm i feel sorry fer keka .. bt i cun help it ,, i nid mex tuhh .. im sorry keka .. eu may tink i snatch mex awae frm eu .. bt ,, nehmind onli yun noes why .. i din mean tuh hurt eur feelings .. ol e while eu wit mex i try tuh respect eu ,, eur feelings bt wen it came tuh me .. i dun hve tat respect at ol frm eu n othas .. why cun me n mex grab our love bck if we rili love each otha .. haishh . tat sat wen everione blames mex ,, i cried . im cnfused . its nt hr fault .. its mine .. bt im jush proving hr tat i rili nid hr & i do rili love hr act ol tis yrs .. jush tat im ego fer e past 1mth+ . i love mex , im sorry .. okayy lets change e topic ..
hhm .. last 4daes been sleepin at dearie cribs ..i hd fun tho spending tym wit hr . shayangg ,, do tat face & e cacat walk again hahaha . e one eu did infront of me n kak otek . eu look KIUT dear . hee . tis mondae gonna b eur turn sleeping at ma cribs .. YAYNESS ! tmr's mytin shayangg acenn & watch em play soka mayb at lam soon .. yepp . fri mayb stay at hme kot . cnferm BORING ! hehs . sat shayangg acenn werk ,, i'l b at hme helping mmy fer e kenduri tingy .. sun 'ddy' werk ,, i will b at bibik hse fer e kenduri .. hurhur . wil myshh ma bacen lots ! cpat lurh eu aleq uma .. hehs .. i cun sleep yet . kn best lau i slalu nan eu ajerh .. hahaha . i tauu i tamak .. ehehs . asyik nk nan eu jerh .. i jush cun help it .. i shayangg eu .. i nid eu . huhuhu . okayy i betta stop here . gud nite everione(:
YOT SHAYANGG BACEN OKEHH ! mmuacrks !
Saturday, May 17, 2008,2:33 pm
woots . hehs .. been busy tis wk . hahas ukan busy aperh busy ton .. ehehs . bt i hve a great tym spending e whole wk wit shayangg acenn .. yeaps ! mytin hr todae ,, shud b at 4 bt i dun tink soo it wil b at 4 cus nw ACENN LOM ANGON2 lagyk ! hmmpff ! smlm dalurh dierh tido ulu .. she din even hang up e fone leaving me lyk a mad gerl "EUU .. EUU .. EUU .. !!" & pressing e nums .. hahaha . end up bby pick e fone n i ask hr " mex daa tido eyh ?" & she sae "aah" & i rplied "haha daa gk daa" org suro tido lagyk lei uruh org nyanyi lurh .. YIAAKDUSH ! hehs . imy lurh acenn .. angon lurh cpat .. pfft ! mayb gg tuh town (as usual) hahas den gg esp .. e othas gg hrc tonite bt im nort sure bout acenn .. yepp . okehh wil update again tmr or mondae .. nutin much tuh update nw .. (: btw mondae is 19 .. hw i wish it was our 1yr9mths . im sorry ): iloveyou shayangg acenn ! styl , i wil wait fer eu ..
Friday, May 09, 2008,10:49 pm
BIEBIE SERIOUSLY LAA RINDU U . HAIYO .. HAISH TC K . MMUUAAKKZZ !! 09.53PM .eu din txt me lyk hw eu usually txt me ,, indeed tats watt happen bhind me . i noe ive no rights . bt nvm ferget it . im sorry . its cus of me eu guis seems apart . i will step bck & im happy if eu r haapy . i wanna c eu happy . nort jush infront of me . e love we mke .. e kisses .. i wil nvr ferget it . thanks fer letting me feel eur love n e wae eu pampered me . i jush cn go thru ol tys alone im sorry . bt i wanna eu tuh rmbr if i wil styl wait fer eu & i love you alot . tkecre . && i hope tmr eu r happy by hr side & i hope she's happy . i dun wanna c keka's hurt nimore . i understnd hw she feels .. thanks yun , torn , zhy & kakak fer givin me support . i wil miss eu guis .. especially YOU . dumex . much much more . e pain e heartaches i wil handle it maself .. iloveyou . dian shayangg mex .. tpy dian terpakse gnie untk kebahagian org laen .. dian sanggop . dian trime sumer ni . loved'once eur ney .e ferst wave of tears came spilling forth . she left me . i'd left her . i'd tuhh . sobss . ma body lurched again as another flood of tears poured out . ive gotten on wit tings . life . everitin . now ol cuming out , coursing thru ma body in painful waves , gushing dwn ma face in a waterfall . i'd fought those tears wen i ferst tink of her bcus i had tuh b strong , i had tuh hold it ol togetha . i force maself tuh . nw ,, tho , everi ounce of strength was gone n ol tat left was a big pool of sobbing . i din feel better . each sob din release pain , it brought more of it . more of e tings i'd hidden frm ,, had pushed , had pushed awae , pushed dwn , pushed behind me . ive jush had tuh force maself tuh b strong . i love her styl & i wil wait fer you . ily (rmbr hw i did those on eur face.) sobss . imy . aku yanti .
Thursday, May 08, 2008,11:35 am
*Inginku bahagiakan dirimu setiap saat bersamaku .. Aku kan slalu ada di dekatmu .. Aku kan slalu menemani harimu .. Kau harus tau betapa aku mencintaimu .* loved'ney .
,10:57 am
haysh . evritin has cum tuh e end nw . ol e werds ,, kisses ,, e love we mke r jush tuh cmfort me . sobss . why dear why .. even eu r cnfused wit eur ownself why mus eu do tysh tuh me .. i feel lyk im jush hayshh . i knw if ppl kip sayin if i nik cm passing2 ,, bt i hve maself respect tho . eu give me hope & strength .. eu told me if eu love me tuhh .. eu told me if ders a chance eu wanna patch tings up .. eu told me if im nort ss .. eu told me if i nik tk bertepuk sbelah tgn .. eu treat me jush lyk e past .. bt nw its ol gone . sobs . why ive tuh go thru ol tysh alone . its ol act a false hope & i shall put a fake smile tuh eu .. cus i RESPECT eur decision dear . eu wanted us tuh b frens .. fine ,, i try tuh accept it .. lyk i sae mayb tysh is e 'balasan fer me .. wat ive done tuh eu .. bt tynk bck dear .. ol e heartaches bout eu n otha gerls is styl der .. i left eu ,, cus im hurt .. & i tauu silap i ,, i tk perlu uat eu rase sunyi .. bt dear ,, tats hw i feel .. i feel soo lonely wen eu found yana .. bt ma loneliness eu nvr care less bout it . sobss . i feel e ache soo much til i started bhavin soo ego . i knw its ma fault .. bt wen im wit ayiid nor jack i styl prove tuh em if i styl nyds eu . bt eu thot i left eu ol alone & nvr tynks of eu .. eu r wrong in judging me . sobss . im dissappointed wit eu . dey knw if i styl cun gt over eu .. den tat mondae . i cun hide anitin nimore & i left jack .. nort only cus of eu bt its cus of hr att tuhh . den we myt bck . i was soo HAPPY . no one understnd hw i feel at tat moment .. & we myt again tat tues .. bt tuh pun eu lyn i after keka aleq . hw wil i feel ? sobss . i selak & i ton wit eu at alynn hse . we mke love . i cried .. cus why .. cus i myshh e old us alot . sobss . & i rili love eu . after tat dae we olmost spend e whole wk togetha ,, & i feel soo secure .. i feel as if lyk i jush wanted tuh b by eur side everi min ,, bt ma hopes r gone .. tat sat ,, everitin brks ma hart .. i am jealous . saket aty eu .. saket aty .. bt i knw i shudnt hve tuh .. ive no rights . hayshh . & nw eu r letting everitin go .. eu wanna enjoy life . eu r enjoying it dear ,, bt nort me .. eu cnn mve on nw .. bt nort me . sobss . lau dari ulu i lei move on i tkkn caryk eu aleq . bt its okey ,, i respect eu .. i cun force eu tuh love me nor hve a rel wit me .. cus tuh sumerh tkkn jdy keikhlasan dari aty eu .. soo wats fer ?! sobs . i wil wait fer eu as long as hw deep ma love fer eu is . i nvr regretted knwin eu .. 090806 . i nvr regreted evritin thru out 190806 .. even hw hard we've gone thru . sobss . i will wait fer eu .. ily . sobss . (padan mukerh ko dian.) *haish! see...u did dat to her , jack n ayid kan...nw it bounces back to u!* sobss !! & nw eu r bein aloofness )):
Monday, May 05, 2008,12:01 pm
ooh my . sobss . why mus i feel ol tysh alone .. eu comfort me ,, eu gave me eur love bck ,, eu spend a dae wit me & hd ol those kisses n love bck .. bt nw ,, eur hart simply fades away .. sobss .. i cnn jush feels it . mex ,, naperh cm gnie .. sobss . im .. hayshh .. out of werds .. ily .
Saturday, May 03, 2008,12:27 pm
HOW I WISH ..
i was soo stuupid .. sobss .
i nid eu nw ..
i love eu lots dear ..
i regret everitin in e past ..
sobss .
loved'yot .
imy . ily .
*190806*
,12:11 pm
dey look sweet togetha aint dey ?? .. yeaahh yeaahh .. & i noe if eu do heart hr lots .. eu r jealous wen she tok/cntcted wit otha guis .. everi expressions , feelings , reactions eu r tuhwards hr meant everitin .. its shows everitin .. it proves everitin hw much eu love hr . tats why i kept askin eu ,, bt eu tynk diffly .. den watt bout ma hart ?? feelings ?? .. e love we mke bck (29april08) sobss .. im jush out of werds .. i love eu dear .. its soo strong ryte nw . im sorry .. bt i rili wanna noe watts in eur hart .. jush tat . i wanna noe dear . i dun wish if in eur hart eur cnfused bout both of us .. if eu choose hr ,, i dun mind bout it .. i respect it & i knw eu cnn mve on ..i nanak ler nan i eu luahkn laen .. bt wit hr eu luahkn laen .. i knw dear ,, i knw .. bt yet ,, i jush hd tuh kip it alone .. sobss . i love eu lots .. i thot after i realised everitin ,, ders a chance fer me .. bt ,, i feel lyk as if nie 'balasan' dari eu .. she love eu . alot . jush tat she has alot of guis fren .. she cnn change if she rili loves eu ryte ? .. i rili wanna b wit eu bck lyk e past .. bt tings mkes me feel soo dwn & look dwn at ma ownself .. i noe im nt perfect fer eu .. n we wun look sweet togetha .. i noe if i dun noe hw tuh tke cre of eur heart bt i wanna eu tuh noe if e love i hd fer eu is soo true nw . i do . soo strong . its jush lyk aru2 kiter knal 090806 .. sobss . bt i dun noe hw tuh express it out .. i jush wish n hope 1 dae eu understnds wats in ma heart .. n i do understnd eu dear .. iloveyou .. lots . sobss .. (i cun stop cryin nw ..)
,1:24 am
din went out yest .. ok . settle evritin wit mmy yest .. & we r fine bck .. bt i noe it wun last long .. soo yaar .. yest she came tuh ma hse & yaar .. hayshh .. hw i wish everitins fine & were jush lyk e past .. i rili heart hr .. soo arnd 6+ she went off & i send hr tuh e bus stop .. imyshh hr ,, eventho we jush met .. haha . den went bck hme & watch tv .. arnd 8+ went off tuh pick cha2 frm nenek hse & headed tuh clementi tuh fetch mmy .. off tuh mr teh tarik . sigh . tmr sat .. ESP . hahaha . tk abes2 .. & im soo stress up cus im nt sure watt tuh wear .. lyk durh .. hurhurhur . )): everione seems tuh dress up & wear noicely bt i'l b left out by den .. & hayshh i kip tynkin if she's betta off wit 'ke** cus both of em suits togetha .. keka noes hw tuh doll hrself & shes pretty .. I AM JEALOUS . of cus . pmpn tkd otak jerh tk jeles .. yg kutok2 tuhh sbenarnyerh jeles ukan aperh .. hehe . tol perh .. hehs . was chatting wit hr ryte nw .. ayoo . im stress lurh sheyy .. PFFT !!
dey look sweet togetha aint dey ?? .. yeaahh yeaahh .. & i noe if eu do heart hr lots .. eu r jealous wen she tok/cntcted wit otha guis .. everi expressions , feelings , reactions eu r tuhwards hr meant everitin .. its shows everitin .. it proves everitin hw much eu love hr . tats why i kept askin eu ,, bt eu tynk diffly .. den watt bout ma hart ?? feelings ?? .. e love we mke bck (29april08) sobss .. im jush out of werds .. i love eu dear .. its soo strong ryte nw . im sorry .. bt i rili wanna noe watts in eur hart .. jush tat . i wanna noe dear . i dun wish if in eur hart eur cnfused bout both of us .. if eu choose hr ,, i dun mind bout it .. i respect it & i knw eu cnn mve on ..i nanak ler nan i eu luahkn laen .. bt wit hr eu luahkn laen .. i knw dear ,, i knw .. bt yet ,, i jush hd tuh kip it alone .. sobss . i love eu lots .. i thot after i realised everitin ,, ders a chance fer me .. bt ,, i feel lyk as if nie 'balasan' dari eu .. she love eu . alot . jush tat she has alot of guis fren .. she cnn change if she rili loves eu ryte ? .. i rili wanna b wit eu bck lyk e past .. bt tings mkes me feel soo dwn & look dwn at ma ownself .. i noe im nt perfect fer eu .. n we wun look sweet togetha .. i noe if i dun noe hw tuh tke cre of eur heart bt i wanna eu tuh noe if e love i hd fer eu is soo true nw . i do . soo strong . its jush lyk aru2 kiter knal 090806 .. sobss . bt i dun noe hw tuh express it out .. i jush wish n hope 1 dae eu understnds wats in ma heart .. n i do understnd eu dear .. iloveyou .. lots . sobss .. (i cun stop cryin nw ..)
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