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Friday, May 09, 2008,10:49 pm
BIEBIE SERIOUSLY LAA RINDU U . HAIYO .. HAISH TC K . MMUUAAKKZZ !! 09.53PM .eu din txt me lyk hw eu usually txt me ,, indeed tats watt happen bhind me . i noe ive no rights . bt nvm ferget it . im sorry . its cus of me eu guis seems apart . i will step bck & im happy if eu r haapy . i wanna c eu happy . nort jush infront of me . e love we mke .. e kisses .. i wil nvr ferget it . thanks fer letting me feel eur love n e wae eu pampered me . i jush cn go thru ol tys alone im sorry . bt i wanna eu tuh rmbr if i wil styl wait fer eu & i love you alot . tkecre . && i hope tmr eu r happy by hr side & i hope she's happy . i dun wanna c keka's hurt nimore . i understnd hw she feels .. thanks yun , torn , zhy & kakak fer givin me support . i wil miss eu guis .. especially YOU . dumex . much much more . e pain e heartaches i wil handle it maself .. iloveyou . dian shayangg mex .. tpy dian terpakse gnie untk kebahagian org laen .. dian sanggop . dian trime sumer ni . loved'once eur ney .e ferst wave of tears came spilling forth . she left me . i'd left her . i'd tuhh . sobss . ma body lurched again as another flood of tears poured out . ive gotten on wit tings . life . everitin . now ol cuming out , coursing thru ma body in painful waves , gushing dwn ma face in a waterfall . i'd fought those tears wen i ferst tink of her bcus i had tuh b strong , i had tuh hold it ol togetha . i force maself tuh . nw ,, tho , everi ounce of strength was gone n ol tat left was a big pool of sobbing . i din feel better . each sob din release pain , it brought more of it . more of e tings i'd hidden frm ,, had pushed , had pushed awae , pushed dwn , pushed behind me . ive jush had tuh force maself tuh b strong . i love her styl & i wil wait fer you . ily (rmbr hw i did those on eur face.) sobss . imy . aku yanti .